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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

♥ back on the road i tot i left years ago

it has been a long time since i went into deep tots...

yesterday i was in yuki's car listening to music....
lots of tots went thru my mind.....

I recalled...... about 2 years back... when i re-step into the world od singlehood..

it was so painful and slow.... i remembered how friends were there to help me and i realised that they couldnt help me.. i need to help myself to recover...

i remember the nites, spent in tears and hope and anger and hurt.....
i remember the days of sorrows and lost ...

after all the sadness... i remembered the fear...

the fear of loneliness... the fear of unsuspecting attacks of love....
the fear of lies from those guys who want to hurt me...

this road of recovery was never easy.... til now...

even after i met yuki and with him for about more that 1 year .. i learnt to be strong for myself......
no sense of security but because of the love for him.... i stand firm and be strong....

thru out the time i am attached to yuki... road has never been smooth...
suddenly i tot... if i am no longer with him..
am i prepare to go back to the route i left 1 year ago??

I AM GRUMPY.
7:05 PM


♥ theGrumpyToast ;



      theGrumpyToast is very grumpy. Beware, this toast bites.

      Im a Lady a woman living in here
      I'm Stupid, so think first before becoming my friend. I'm in my quarter life, spenting most of it in this sillypore. Perhaps one day i would be able to get of out here?.


      Pass all the exams
      Pink vaio laptop
      Own camera
      Trip to Korea
      a job i love
      strawberries
      ice wine
      credit card
      trip to China
      always happily with yuki Actually all i want is happiness... Happiness and being with the one i love is most important

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